GAY PORN

I admit it, I love porn! I know I am not alone in this, whether you want to admit it or not. I remember the very first time I was exposed to gay porn; I was about twelve years old. One Saturday morning, I went out to play with friends, and all over our front lawn was a torn up Playgirl magazine. I was excited beyond belief, but of course, I had to act disgusted and pick up the pieces and throw them in the trash---there was no way anyone could know that I really wanted to take all the pieces and stash them in my bedroom! I had discovered jerking off by now, and I thought hmmm---this would be great to look at while I was playing with myself. Oh well. It was four years later, at sixteen, that would mark the beginning of my fascination with porn. Right after I got my license, I found a small "mom and pop" store right over the state line from where I grew up. First of all, it was the only store I had ever seen selling gay porn magazines (I grew up in a very rural area where "no one" could ever be gay) and second, I was a place where no one would know me. I was only 16, but was able to pass for 18 so there was never any problem purchasing it. I always bought at least one straight porn magazine so that at worst, the might think I was bisexual (who was I kidding---beside myself?!?). I remember jerking off with the magazine for the first time. Holy shit, it was amazing! It was one of the most intense orgasms in my life. Cum flew everywhere---even over my head. Now, this was when VCR's and video rental stores were becoming the rage. Low and behold, one of the local stores not only rented porn---they had three gay porn titles. I was taking a chance of having my secret life become known, but hormones got the best of me, and I took my chances. the very first movie I saw was Leo and Lance---my life was changed forever. Seeing two men actually doing what I could only dream about and enjoying it validated that there are others that have the feelings and fantasies that I had, and they were actually acting them out. As I said, it was life changing.


Now onto today. As you might imagine, I have viewed an amazing amount of porn (producing an amazing amount of orgasms. :) It is funny how your taste changes over time. I remember for years it was Falcon videos that rocked my world and you couldn't tell me then that I would ever like anything else. However, as I got older I did start to become a bit bored and wanted more. I wanted to see more raunch. I wanted to see more men, not boys. I wanted to see more passion, less boredom. Today, it seems as if so many of the porn "stars" are thinking about anything but fucking. They seem to want to hurry it along so they can get their check and go home. Don't get me wrong, there is plenty of porn available that does not give off that vibe, but I feel that there is too much that does. Even most amateur porn these days seems staged. And, come on, just how straight can the boys on the so called straight sites be if they are letting another guy shove their dick up their ass. I believe that they are straight to a point, but let's face it, they are well along on the Kinsey scale. So, as I said my taste in porn has me enjoying things mostly from Raging Stallion followed closely by Titan, then Jet set. I also like to watch fisting videos and water sports as well. In those cases, sometimes amateur is better. I have also seen a man get fucked by an amputee, and in one video a stud took in an entire foot, past the ankle. That intrigued me, but I haven't been able to find something like that since. It is not as if I would actually so some of these things, but I think that there is something sexy about watching---which brings me to a huge fantasy of mine involving porn. I want to be an observer on a porn set. I have wanted to do this for as long as I can remember. I think part of the reason is to see what truly goes on behind the scenes...not the stuff on videos which is also pretty staged. If anyone can help this fantasy come true...let me know. I would be forever grateful. This also touches on the subject of voyeurism, but that will be a topic I will discuss later on. Now that I have rambled on too long, I want to end with a questionnaire. It will probably be easiest for you to cut and paste it and then send me the entire thing with your answers to rpelletier64@gmail.com .

WHAT TYPE (GENRE) OF PORN IS YOUR FAVORITE?

WHAT SCENES DO YOU LIKE BEST: SUCKING? FUCKING? RIMMING? OTHER?

DO YOU HAVE A PERSONAL FETISH THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE IN MORE FILMS.

GIVEN THE OPPORTUNITY, WOULD YOU BE IN A PORN VIDEO?

DO YOU HAVE A FRIEND(s) IN THE PORN BUSINESS, AND IF SO HAS THAT CHANGED YOUR VIEW ON PORN.

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A PORN MOVIE? IF SO, DID YOU ENJOY IT? WOULD YOU RECOMMEND IT TO A FRIEND? WOULD YOU DO IT AGAIN? WAS IT WHAT YOU EXPECTED.

WHAT IS THE NASTIEST, MOST OUTRAGEOUS ACT YOU HAVE SEEN ON A PORN VIDEO. DID IT TURN YOU ON OR DISGUST YOU?

WHAT DO YOU FEEL IS THE FUTURE OF PORN?

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PORN MOVIE OF ALL TIME?

WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE PORN ACTOR?

Please feel free to add anything you would like to say about porn. I will create a summary of the answers and post it at some point. Also, if there is a topic you would like me to cover next, let me know. Otherwise I will pull a random topic out of my ass.

WELCOME

Welcome, and thanks for stopping by. Let me tell you what this new blog is all about.

I am a 44 year old professional who happens to be gay. Like most gay men (actually, like most people in general) I love and am fascinated by sex and sex related issues. In this blog, since I am gay, I will be delving into the world of gay sex. My goal is to post stories, collect stories, start discussions, answer questions, create surveys and more. I want your input and interaction to create a non judgemental environment where you and I can have the freedom so say whatever you desire without any fear. There will be no limits as to what we can and will discuss.

I truly am looking forward to hearing from you, and will be posting my first official sexual entry very shortly.

Again, welcome, and I hope you will enjoy stopping by.